This time it’s different. I’ve written other posts, lamenting what could have been great writing were it not watered down with obligatory but unnecessary sex scenes. This book is the exception… the sex scenes are not here to titillate the reader. They are an integral part of the story… unfortunately.
There wouldn’t be a story without the raw honesty in Something I Am Not. Sex plays a huge role of the life of the protagonist, and many of the other characters crossing paths with him. It’s heart breaking and difficult to read in places, but I’ve given it five stars. This is an important and timely story. It will grab the reader’s attention from the very beginning, not letting go until the last page.
It has impacted my life, shining a light on some things I would not have thought to consider. Triggering the surfacing of a long buried memory of my own abuse. I think that was the goal of the author when she birthed the idea. Hoping hurting and abused readers would see themselves in the life of another and, find hope. The author has done a masterful job of presenting a difficult subject with sensitivity.

Something I am Not – Cher Gatto … Billy was three when his mother sent him to live with his manipulative and abusive father. At least that’s the story. He has never seen evidence of his mother and he has no memories of her. At seventeen he is trying desperately to survive long enough to graduate and move on.
The abuse hasn’t only been at the hands of his father. Piles of unbearable shame have been heaped on his head at the hands of his father’s girlfriend. It seems everyday a new source of abuse appears in his life. It is never ending.
The faithful mentoring of his high school football coach is his only safe place. Billy is a football star and he’s hoping a college scholarship will be his ticket out. At least that was his dream until another little brother showed up one day. How can he think about leaving a defenseless little boy alone to suffer what he has at the hands of his father and his friends?
Part of his father’s business is staging professional boxing matches. Billy has been trained to fight but doesn’t and has never manage a win over his father. Now, he has been backed into a corner and is going to have to fight to the death, to save himself and his little brother. The fight will probably mean his own death but he is willing if it means his brother will be spared a life of abuse.
Now, for a change of pace. A few stories in a lighter vein. Well, some of them are lighter than others … but they are all good.
Full Heart Ranch Series – Help Me, Hold Me book 5 – Barbara Gee
The Barn Church Series – Sticks and Stones book 2 – Shellie Arnold
Second Chance Love – Pamela S. Meyers
Façade – Pepper Basham
The Edge of Mercy – Heidi Chiavaroli
This was a great bunch of books, it was difficult to pick just one to feature.
Happy Reading!
Lost in Hardyland – Shannon Heuston
Following Rain – Darrel Nelson
Georgia Patriots Romance series – The Twelfth Hour Patriot – Jennifer Youngblood
Blind Justice – James Scott Bell
Secrets in Savannah – The Caretaker’s Son – Yvonne Lehman
Smitten Historical Romance Collection – The Cowboys – Jennifer Uhlarik, Linda W. Yezak, Sandra Merville Hart, Cindy Ervin Huff
Boy in the Darkness – Anne Schroeder … A young indentured Chinese boy was injured and left behind by his wagon train. He failed to show up when it was time to move on and was considered expendable.
Cape Ann – John Theo Jr. … Danger lurks above and below the water.
Return to Walhalla – Laura Hodges Poole …
Down to Earth – Patricia PacJac Carroll … A sweet feel good romance
Genesis – What Happened to Lori book 1 – JA Konrath … a thriller. Is she dead? Or is it much worse? (Mind-Blowing Twist Thriller Duology)
Fields of the Fatherless – Elaine Marie Cooper … a historical novel based on a true story
Buckeye Promises – A Promise Forged book 1 – Cara Putman
Who is Harrison Sawyer? – Aaron D. Gansky
Gift of the Magpie – Zoe M. McCarthy
Prince Edward Island Dreams – The Red Door Inn book 1 – Liz Johnson
Secrets in Savannah – Seeking Mr Perfect book 3 – Yvonne Lehman
Dangerous Love, Secrets of Rios Azules – Color of Danger, Taste of Danger, Touch of Danger – Alexa Verde
Lightning on a Quiet Night – Donn Taylor …. Beneficent, Mississippi views itself as a perfect town with perfect people. There is no crime and, until now, there has never been a murder. It’s a major shock to everyone. The killer has to be a visitor, someone passing through. It’s unthinkable this could be committed by a local.
Jill Shepherd Suspense – Her Deadly Inheritance book 1 – Beth Ann Ziarnik … Jill fled seven years ago, after the untimely death of her mother. Now after all these years, her aunt Lenore is putting an application in motion to have her declared legally dead. She plans to claim the mansion and all it’s historical attributes for herself.
Roaring Twenties Series – You’re the Cream in My Coffee book 1 – Jennifer Lamont Leo …
Heart of the Mountains – This Daring Journey book 6 – Misty M Beller
A Million Miles From Home – Mike Dellosso
In a Pirate’s Debt – Elva Cobb Martin
Wondrous Love Series – By Grace Draw Near book three – JoAnn Durgin …
All the Way Home – Ann Tatlock
Runaway Heart – Teresa Slack
Impossible Dream – Gemma Jackson
Memphis & Me – Diane Moody
Second Chances Series – Running Home – Barbara Ellen Brink
Eye For Revenge – Cheryl Bradshaw … She’s lost her will to live. Her marriage is in trouble, they are fighting all the time. She needs to go back to work to ease her depression. Her husband won’t hear of it. Her best friend Evie has just been murdered, her four year old traumatized son was there to witness it.
Picture Perfect – Emily C. Reynolds … Lily is working two jobs trying to save enough to open her own photography studio. There is an empty shop in the perfect location but the landlord is elusive. It’s frustrating. There are rumors of a new owner and she wants to be sure of a signed lease before that happens.
Tarnished Silver – Chautona Havig ….. Friends helping friends. Chautona spins a tale like no one else can. It’s always a surprise.
No One To Trust – Lynette Eason ….. It was still dark when Summer opened her eyes to find a man standing over her bed with a gun pointed in her face. In the shadows she could see there was a second man.
A Ty Buchanan Legal Thriller – Try Dying – James Scott Bell ….
Ella Dessa’s Story – Within the Candle’s Glow book 2 – Karen Campbell Prough … This is a complicated love story where hearts are broken. Ella Dessa and Samuel are best childhood friends and he’s grown to love her. She loves him as a friend but it’s his older brother Jim she’s in love with. Then there’s Josh. A dirty, unkempt, and injured miner, Josh has recently come to town with a bag of gold and wild tales about how he got it. He fancies himself in love with Ella and will resort to kidnapping to have her. Samuel loves her enough to risk his life to rescue her and return her to his brother.
Ella Dessa’s Story – With This Peace book 3 – Karen Campbell Prough … There is a third brother in the McKnapp clan, the wanderer Duncan. He’s spent many years away from the family farm always returning with grand tales of fame and fortune. This time he returns with arguments to convince his brothers, Jim and Duncan, to join him in a venture that he says can’t lose. He tells them stories of vast fertile farmland in Florida, just for the taking. Ella Dessa was not in favor of the trip to begin with and with confusing inaccurate maps and continually changing plans she faces hardship like she’s never known. Left alone with her children in an unfamiliar part of the world, she would have died without the help of kind souls travelling the same lonely, isolated path.
When Darkness Falls – The Gathering Storm book 1 – Barbara Warren … Stephanie hasn’t seen her undependable and dishonest father in three years. She’s shocked to see him at her door now. He’s here to convince her to visit the grand hotel he shares with his celebrity wife. Suspicious of his motives she refuses to go with him.
The Other Side of The Sun – Madeleine L’Engle … Stella is barely married when her new husband is sent on a diplomatic mission to some unknown place in the world, for an indefinite period of time. He’s left her alone in the deep south, beach front, family cottage. Living with elderly relatives she’s just met, in a culture she knows nothing about.
The Gilded Curse – Marilyn Turk … Her brother Robert died at Pearl Harbor. Shortly after, came the death of her mother in a mental hospital. Lexie is left as the sole heir to a crumbling family empire. A common dilemma for the wealthy of those days. Her empire has been reduced to an abandoned family cottage on a holiday isle of the wealthy. A cottage her mother claims is cursed.
Second Chances Series – Second Time Around book 4 – Morris Fenris … A stalker has terrified Jess, enough to force her to consider relocation. A pediatric oncology nurse, she’s excited when a friend tells her of an opening in a small and beautiful mountain town. The clinic caters to cancer patients with the sideline of a small office for regular local emergencies. It sounded like a perfect fit.
Second Chances Series – Sara in Montana book 1 – Morris Fenris … Sara entered the small town drug store in the middle of a snow storm looking for a bathroom and cough syrup, in that order. She was doubled over with coughing and exhausted from so many hours on the road but she had to keep moving. She doesn’t feel safe enough to stop yet.
Lost and Found – Ginny Yttrup